Blood
My demon speaks in tongues &
bites me in my neck
she tears out my veins &
spits my bloody flesh behind her back.
My demon offers shelter &
helps me go to bed.
She asks me to recover.
Caresses my head.
My demon speaks in tongues.
She finds her ways inside me, when I sleep.
She holds me close & drinks from me,
I can not even breathe.
I awake alone.
The morning bright and silent still.
My demon is all gone
and with her all my will.
I sit alone.
My wounds bleed still.
She with her disturbing beauty
enters again without my will.
My white linen covered in red.
Blood she drank from me.
Anxiety curls up & I feel dead.
Pain freezes me.
So cold, I stumble &
find no place to hide.
My demon speaks in tongues &
speaks passionate to me.
His blank teeth sparkling clearly.
He wants to feed on me.
He tears my insides out.
I hope to die - but no, I still breathe.
I awake alone.
The night dark
and silent still.
I hurt & curl up inside me.
I awake alone.
My blood drops silently.
I lick my wounds & see no light.
I am alone,
no way to go, no place to hide.
Anxiously I wait for the next one to feed on me -
my flesh red, my blood not dried yet.